inter-galactic travel...

My cousin gifted me a fish tank with 6 fish yesterday. They travelled by his car in their glass house to their new abode.
i was wondering at their experience. How would it feel to be transported alongwith our house as we are inside, to a distant planet. the uncertainty, the anxiety, the fear and so on....a kind of weird and spooky feeling..
Or , is it that the fish only experience the water around them?
They were restless a while.....now they seem ok....must have been akin to an earth shattering experience!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Dad,

Dear Appa,

We did not have Father's day during the time we spent together.It seems so long since you are gone.Remember, I was 14, you were 47 , mom was 37. I cannot forget that Saturday. I had just entered college after having topped my school division. You had hosted a party for all my friends.

And then your sudden exit from our lives. We were left shocked and gaping for surviving our next day.

Dad, we were so caught up in our struggle, that we never ever expressed our gratitude for all that you did for us. Thank You seems such a small word.

I am releasing this gratitude in the collective consciousness in the hope that I reach out to you.

I need your blessings and guidance every second of my life....and a capacity to get mom out of impacts of a series of shattering episodes in her life.

Pada Pranams to you...I hope you are happy with the way I have shaped up....

functional space moults...

Have been a bit stressed on a current professional assignment involving mounting of a corporate celeb event on Saturday.Seem to be magnetizing lot of vagueness on my outside...looking within to explore the seeds of the pattern manifest.. I myself have a tendency to be vague and uncertain on professional terms of interface...simultaneous moult time within and cyclonic functional demands outside...trying to manage two distinct flavours of existence...one demanding action and other demanding silent withdrawal...

moult time...

looks like an intense moulting time....am a perennial conscious moulter, but the intensities vary...deep silences and pregnant pauses on life's journey at the moment...amidst seemingly chaotic external activity..the silence reigns supreme within...