You are under the illusion that you take decisions. Actually, it is the controlling self which does. You are programmed creatures working automatically. There is no free will in your life.

You have to awaken to this reality.

- Sri Bhagavan

my terrace garden in the rains..joy to behold....

freedom is internal

Freedom is a human requirement; it allows you to live your life as a mission — not an omission — not requiring permission. This freedom is essential to the fulfillment of your life's purpose. Freedom will either manifest your greatest dreams; or your worst nightmares . . . whichever you place the most free energy into. The energy of thought is directed by the amount of trust you place in yourself, your world, your universe, and the path of destiny you are walking on. When your thoughts are bound by fear you make nightmares your reality . . . you become a slave to the world of fear. Even then, freedom is essential to your evolution. The gift of freewill must be free; for even when you have manifested these nightmares, you must have the right and the opportunity to learn from this . . . then create your dreams.All other creatures perish from these mistakes — humans learn from them. When there is freedom in your arena it does not matter if the wind is blowing with you, or against you. You are free to make as many choices . . . free to make as many mistakes . . . free to take as much time as it will take to get it right. Even when the wind is blowing hard against you; you still have the capacity to guide your life on a path that will eventually arrive at your destination. This freedom is an extremely sacred trust and must be trusted; for freedom creates the liberated view that even harsh opposition is workable.Become an advocate of this freedom by putting it to great use in your world. Become an advocate of freedom by allowing others to make up their own choices even when they are quite contrary to yours. Become an advocate of this freedom and create a world that works for all of us.

- Guru Singhji

growth

... growth is not measured by the amount of joy or love you experience everyday

or how many times you have experienced god

or how long you experienced thoughtlessness.

if at all, it is measured by how comfortable you are with yourself;with your fear;with your nervousness;with your frustration.... that is growth ...

~ sri anandagiriji

Oshospeak

“Love has nothing to do with somebody else, it is your state of being. Love is not a relationship. A relationship is possible but love is not confined to it, it is beyond it, it is more than that ~ man becomes mature the moment he starts loving rather than needing. He starts overflowing, he starts sharing, he starts giving. And when two mature persons are in love, one of the greatest paradoxes of life happens, one of the most beautiful phenomena… they are together, and yet tremendously alone; they are almost one. But their oneness does not destroy their individuality.”

- OSHO

gratitude

July 7 is Guru Pournima. Each time I remember my Master and how much I have got from Him, I feel overwhelmed.Every cell, every pore of my body is touched by His grace.
Thank You for being there , AB.
Thank You for enbling my journey thus far.